the one that gives the “beat” to my heart…

" Sorry didn’t mean to call you but I couldn’t fight it I guess I was weak, couldn’t even hide it and so I surrendered, just to hear your voice. Don’t know how many times I said I’m gonna live without you, And maybe someone else is standing there beside you, But there’s something, baby you need to know. That deep inside me, I feel like I’m dying. I have to see you, It’s all that I’m asking. Vida, give me back my fantasy. The courage that I need to live, The air that I breathe. Cario mio, my world’s become so empty. The days are so cold and lonely And each night I taste the purest of pain. Quisiera decirte que hoy estoy de maravilla que no me ha afectado lo de tu partida pero con un dedo no se tapa el sol. Estoy muriendo, muriendo por verte. Agonizando, muy lento y muy fuerte. Vida, devuelveme mis fantasias, mis ganas de vivir la vida, devuelveme el aire. Cario mio, sin tin yo me siento vacio, las tardes son un laberinto, las noches me saben, a puro dolor. Vida, give me back my fantasy. The courage that I need to live, The air that I breathe. Cario mio, my world’s become so empty. The days are so cold and lonely And each night I taste the purest of pain. I’m sorry I didn’t mean to call you but I couldn’t fight it. I guess I was weak, couldn’t even hide it And so I surrendered just to hear your voice "

This song is one of my favorites… it never fails to speak for what i feel… it’s been more than a year already since i "met" this guy. but ever since, i knew that the most i can be for him would be just a friend. but one can dream, right? and although i gave up many times hoping, dreaming, wishing, or whatever i had done, i still end up hoping,dreaming, wishing and PRAYING that i would be given a chance to let him really know and feel what i can give. but fantasies rarely come true that’s why i’m just here, somewhere, silently loving you from afar. that though i can’t show my feelings, i know that somehow god would find a way to let you know, in due time…