rants on my ‘rents

finished with school for over a month and still jobless…. how bad can it be? oh well…. it won’t be that bad if your parents aren’t on your neck all the time… but around here… your moves are monitored… even interviews are screened… ohhhh…. so what do you do? just lie back and let things flow their natural course… don’t hurry, even how hard you try your best to find a decent, respectable job, it would be long before anyone would hire you… and they keep on "harrassing" you to have a job but guess what! they would ask if not "require" you to attend this, to go with them here and there… so what woulr be your move? nothing! what IF you get an interview if not (hopefully) be accepted in a company then you need to be with your parent/s somewhere else or attend an event or something else? you’ll have to turn them all down just to please your parents… right? then they’d go on nagging again "why don’t you try applying in a bank… be a good daughter and follow what we say… you’re so hard headed… it’s not like they would hire you if you apply… " (why apply if you don’t like the job and just and be forced to be doing the job, right?) and then the idea of starting a business left you because also of their constant "lecture" that "you don’t know anything! work in a company first to learn… you can’t handle a business when you know NOTHING!!!" (makes you feel sssooooo dumb, stupid, ignorant, useless, and asks why were you even born when you serve nothing of reason…) so why am i writing this? they won’t care, they won’t listen, they don’t understand, they’re so self centered that i know they are the ones who don’t know anything about us… especially ME…