why

Why is it that those special to you will never have a place for you in their hearts, just in their lives. And those who wants to be in yours, you won’t let them be. How unfair can that be? But i guess that’s how life works. I know I can never be with the one I like, that I accept. But why is it that I have to be mean in a way that I have to "use" someone just to try to get over those people that I know will be the only ones possible to complete me. I hate giving false hopes but I just wanted to know if I’m still capable of liking/loving another one. That I can show them I can move on and live my life without them. But I guess this will have to take some more time. And this time, I’ll keep what "ahya" kept on "drilling" into my mind. Just enjoy life for the meantime, if love would come, it’ll wait if it’s true. Love waits, love respects, love never demand, and love can stand time,distance, and differences and fades if it’s not meant to be.